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re near." "But if you do not believe in my power to absolve you or leave you accursed, why did you ever confess to me?" cried Gesualdo. "Because one must clear one's breast to somebody when one has a thing like that on one's mind," answered the Girellone, "and I know you cannot tell of it again." And from that position nothing moved him. No entreaties, threats, arguments, denunciations, stirred him a hair's-breadth. He had confessed _per sfogarsi_: that was all. But one night after Gesualdo had thus spoken to him, vague fears assailed him,--terrors material, not spiritual: he had parted with his secret: who could tell that it might not come out like a sleuth-hound and find him and denounce him? He had told it to be at peace, but he was not at peace. He feared every instant to have the hand of the law upon him. Whenever he heard the trot of the carabineers' horses going through the village, or saw the white belts and cocked hats of gendarmes in the sunlight of the fields, a cold tremor of terror seized him lest the priest should, after all, have told. He knew that it was impossible, and yet he was afraid. He counted up the money he had saved, a little roll of filthy and crumpled bank-notes for very small amounts, and wondered if they would be enough to take him across to America. They were very few, but his fear compelled him to trust to them. He invented a story of remittances which he had received from his brother, and told his fellow-laborers and his employer that he was invited to join that brother; and then he packed up his few clothes and went. At the mill and in the village they talked a little of it, saying that the Girellone was in luck, but that they for their parts would not care to go so far. Gesualdo heard of his flight in the course of the day. "My God!--gone away!--out of the country?" he cried, involuntarily, with white lips. The people who heard him wondered. "What could it matter to him that a carter had gone to seek his fortunes over the seas?" The Girellone had not been either such a good worker or such a good boon companion that any one at the mill or in the village should greatly regret him. "America gets all our rubbish," said the people. "Much good may it do her!" Meantime, the man took his way across the country, and, sometimes by walking, sometimes by lifts in wagons, sometimes by helping charcoal-burners on the road, made his way, without spending much, to the sea-coas
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