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I am so sorry." There was such convincing sincerity in her every tone that Brigit could not even pretend to be angry. "You must think me very silly," she murmured. But the little woman shook her head, "_Non, non_, it is not silly to love. It is unwise, or wrong, or heavenly, or mad, but silly, _non_. And he is very attractive, _mon homme_." This tribute she added reluctantly, as if from a sense of fairness. "And many have loved him." Suddenly Brigit's anger flamed up. "And--I am so insignificant that you are not afraid of me," she cried. "What if he had _not_ got over it? What if he loved me as much--_more_ than I love him?" Felicite smiled serenely and sweetly. "No, I know him. I saw it come--and go. But do not be angry and proud, my dear. I wish only to help you." And Brigit, touched by her kindness as well as terrified by her own indiscretion, sat down by her. CHAPTER TWENTY When Joyselle came in at eight o'clock he went straight to his room to dress. He was still very angry, but his anger was less poignant than his sense of helpless defeat. Brigit's attitude was absolutely incomprehensible to him, and hurt him in an almost unbearable degree. That she should defy him, grow as angry as he himself, he had already learned was not impossible; but the cruel hardness of her face as she had sent him away had shocked him more than anything in his whole experience. He was a shrewd man, and his love for her had never blinded him as to her faults; often he had corrected her for unfilial behaviour, for a too sharp word, for selfishness. But the one quality which to a strong and tender man is unendurable in the woman he loves, cruelty, he had never before realised in the girl, and his discovery that it lay in her to hurt him as she had done, had nearly broken his heart. For hours he had walked rapidly through the streets, seeing no one, avoiding being knocked down by a kind of subconscious attention and alertness of mind, his brain struggling desperately with its problem. In a few words, all life seemed to him to have reduced itself to the question, "How could she?" As yet he had not got further than this, and it did not occur to him to wonder whether or no her mental attitude was definite or only temporary. "How could she? How could she so rend him? Of what was her heart made that it could allow her so to wound his?" When he reached home the incomprehensibility of this problem was fast out
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