lla_, the softer and tender-hearted of the
two, tho' not the most a Lover perhaps, not being able to contain her
Love any longer within the bounds of Dissimulation or Discretion, being
by Nature innocent, burst out into Tears, and all fainting with pressing
Thoughts within, she fell languishly into a Chair that stood there,
while the distracted _Henault_, who could not come to her Assistance,
and finding Marks of Love, rather than Anger or Disdain, in that
Confusion of _Isabella's_, throwing himself on his Knees at the _Grate_,
implor'd her to behold him, to hear him, and to pardon him, who dy'd
every moment for her, and who ador'd her with a violent Ardor; but yet,
with such an one, as should (tho' he perish'd with it) be conformable to
her Commands; and as he spoke, the Tears stream'd down his dying Eyes,
that beheld her with all the tender Regard that ever Lover was capable
of; she recover'd a little, and turn'd her too beautiful Face to him,
and pierc'd him with a Look, that darted a thousand Joys and Flames into
his Heart, with Eyes, that told him her Heart was burning and dying for
him; for which Assurances, he made Ten thousand Asseverations of his
never-dying Passion, and expressing as many Raptures and Excesses of
Joy, to find her Eyes and Looks confess, he was not odious to her, and
that the knowledge he was her Lover, did not make her hate him: In fine,
he spoke so many things all soft and moving, and so well convinc'd her
of his Passion, that she at last was compell'd by a mighty force,
absolutely irresistible, to speak.
'Sir, (said she) perhaps you will wonder, where I, a Maid, brought up in
the simplicity of Virtue, should learn the Confidence, not only to hear
of Love from you, but to confess I am sensible of the most violent of
its Pain my self; and I wonder, and am amazed at my own Daring, that I
should have the Courage, rather to speak, than dye, and bury it in
silence; but such is my Fate. Hurried by an unknown Force, which I have
endeavoured always, in vain, to resist, I am compell'd to tell you,
I love you, and have done so from the first moment I saw you; and you
are the only Man born to give me Life or Death, to make me Happy or
Blest; perhaps, had I not been confin'd, and, as it were, utterly forbid
by my Vow, as well as my Modesty, to tell you this, I should not have
been so miserable to have fallen thus low, as to have confess'd my
Shame; but our Opportunities of Speaking are so few, and Letter
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