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she saw many wonders and learned many secrets of that vast, spiritual universe into which this world of ours pours itself day by day. But if she remembers anything of these she cannot tell them. Oh! happy was her life with Anthony, for there, though now sex as we know it had ceased to be, spirit grew ever closer to spirit, and as below they dreamed and hoped, their union had indeed become an altar on which Love's perfect fire flamed an offering to Heaven. Happy, too, was her communion with those other souls that had been mingled in her lot, and with many more whom she had known aforetime and elsewhere and long forgotten. For Barbara learned that life is an ancient story of which we spell out the chapters one by one. Yet amidst all this joy and all the blessed labours of a hallowed world in which idleness was not known, nor any weariness in well-doing, a certain shadow met Barbara whichever way she turned. "What is it?" asked Anthony, who felt her trouble. "Our son," she answered, and showed him all the tale, or so much of it as he did not know, ending, "And I chose to leave him that I might take my chance of finding you. I died when I might have lived on if I had so willed. That is my sin and it haunts me." "We are not the parents of his soul, which is as ancient as our own, Barbara." "No, but for a while it was given into my hand and I deserted it, and now I am afraid. How can I tell what has chanced to the soul of this son of ours? Here there is no time. I know not if I bade it farewell yesterday or ten thousand years ago. Long, long since it may have passed through this world, where it would seem we dwell only with those whom we seek or who seek us. Or it may abide upon the earth and there grow foul and hateful. Let us search out the truth, Anthony. There are those who can open its gates to us if the aim be pure and good." "After I died, Barbara, I strove to learn how things went with you, and strove in vain." "Not altogether, Anthony, for sometimes you were very near to me, or so I dreamed. Moreover, the case was different." "Those who search sometimes find more than they seek, Barbara." "Doubtless. Still, it is laid on me. Something drives me on." So by the means appointed they sought to know the truth as to this son of theirs, and it was decreed that the truth should be known to them. In a dream, a vision, or perchance in truth--which they never knew--they were drawn to the world t
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