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ned his self-possession. It took him still longer to recover from a certain shock of surprise. "Write to your mother!" he exclaimed. "Well, but, of course--why should you not write to your mother?" And then Lesley raised her head and looked at him with such amazement and perplexity that her father felt absolutely annoyed. "Who on earth put it into your head that you might not write? Am I such a tyrant--such an unfeeling monster----? Good heavens! what extraordinary idea is this! Who said that you were not to write to her?" "My mother herself," said Lesley, drawing herself a little away from him, and still looking into his face. "Your _mother_? Absurd! Why, what--what----" He faltered, frowned, turned away to the mantelpiece, and struck his hand heavily upon it. "I never meant _that_," he said. It seemed as if vexation and astonishment prevented him from saying more. "My mother said that it was agreed--years ago--that when I came to you, we were to have no communication," said Lesley, trembling, and yet resolute to have her say. "Was not that so?" "I remember something of the sort," he answered, reluctantly, frowning still and looking down. "I did not think at the time of what it implied. And when the time drew near for you to make the visit, the question was not raised. We corresponded through a third party--the lawyer, you know. Perhaps--at the time--I had an idea of preventing letters, but not recently. Nobody mentioned it. Why"--his anger rising, as a man's anger often does rise when he perceives himself to have been in the wrong--"your mother might at least have mentioned it if she felt any doubt!" "I suppose," said Lesley, rather haughtily, "that my mother did not want to ask a favor of you." He flung himself round at that. "Your mother must have given you a strange idea of me!" he said, with a mixture of anger and mortification which it humiliated him to show, even while he could not manage to hide it. "One would have said I was an ogre--a maniac. But she misjudged me all her life--it is useless to expect anything else--of course she would try to bias you!" "I never knew that you were even alive until the day that I left the convent," said Lesley. "My mother certainly did not try to prejudice me before then: she simply kept silence." "Silence is the worst condemnation? What had I done that I should be separated from my child so completely?" said the man, the bitterness of years displa
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