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ry best place for you to come to, and that the waters would do you all the good in the world." "I wonder if we need," said Rachel. "I am sure it is the kind of thing you hate." "It is not for very long, after all," said Rendel, trying to smile. He was gradually regaining possession of himself, but was still afraid to trust himself to utter any but the most commonplace and ordinary sentences. "The moment I have done the cure," said Rachel, "we'll go back to London, won't we? And you can begin your work again, and do all the things you like. And then," she went on with an attempt at lightness of tone, "you can go back to your beloved politics, and think of nothing else all day." And she went on talking of their house, of their arrival, of what they would do, in a forlorn little attempt to show him that she meant to try to shoulder life valiantly, although it had been so altered. "You will stand for somewhere. You will go into the House." Rendel thought of what the life might have been that she was sketching, and what it was going to be now. What he had gone through that day was an earnest probably of what awaited him many a time if he should try to lead his life as he used to lead it, among the people who were congenial to him. "No," he said, "I'm not going to stand. I'm not going into the House. I shan't have anything to do with politics." "What?" said Rachel, looking at him startled. "All that, is at an end," he said firmly. Then with the relief of speaking, came the irresistible desire to go on, to tell her something at least of what his fate was, although he might not tell the thing that mattered most. "Do you remember," he said, "something that I told you had happened----" he broke off, then began again. "Tell me," he said, impelled to ask, "how much you remember, if you remember anything, of those days when your father was so ill, at the end, just before he died, or is it still a blank to you?" Rachel shuddered. "No, I can't remember," she said. "The last thing I remember clearly is one afternoon when he was beginning to be worse and had to go upstairs again; and I remember nothing more after that till," and her voice trembled, "till--a day that I woke up in bed and wanted to go to him, and you told me that--that he was dead. The rest of that time is a blank." "How extraordinary it is!" muttered Rendel to himself. "I did not even know," said Rachel, "that I had fallen on the stairs, un
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