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faces from the bank stretching breast-high between them. "I did not light it!" cried Eustacia quickly. "It was lit without my knowledge. Don't, don't come over to me!" "Why have you been living here all these days without telling me? You have left your home. I fear I am something to blame for this?" "I did not let in his mother; that's how it is!" "You do not deserve what you have got, Eustacia; you are in great misery; I see it in your eyes, your mouth, and all over you. My poor, poor girl!" He stepped over the bank. "You are beyond everything unhappy!" "No, no; not exactly--" "It has been pushed too far--it is killing you: I do think it!" Her usually quiet breathing had grown quicker with his words. "I--I--" she began, and then burst into quivering sobs, shaken to the very heart by the unexpected voice of pity--a sentiment whose existence in relation to herself she had almost forgotten. This outbreak of weeping took Eustacia herself so much by surprise that she could not leave off, and she turned aside from him in some shame, though turning hid nothing from him. She sobbed on desperately; then the outpour lessened, and she became quieter. Wildeve had resisted the impulse to clasp her, and stood without speaking. "Are you not ashamed of me, who used never to be a crying animal?" she asked in a weak whisper as she wiped her eyes. "Why didn't you go away? I wish you had not seen quite all that; it reveals too much by half." "You might have wished it, because it makes me as sad as you," he said with emotion and deference. "As for revealing--the word is impossible between us two." "I did not send for you--don't forget it, Damon; I am in pain, but I did not send for you! As a wife, at least, I've been straight." "Never mind--I came. O, Eustacia, forgive me for the harm I have done you in these two past years! I see more and more that I have been your ruin." "Not you. This place I live in." "Ah, your generosity may naturally make you say that. But I am the culprit. I should either have done more or nothing at all." "In what way?" "I ought never to have hunted you out, or, having done it, I ought to have persisted in retaining you. But of course I have no right to talk of that now. I will only ask this: can I do anything for you? Is there anything on the face of the earth that a man can do to make you happier than you are at present? If there is, I will do it. You may command me, Eustacia
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